I was there, looking for you, crying at our past. 

For how long will be apart, thanks to whom? 

Back then… back then you where the half i needed. 

A chance. 

I'm sure we choose this place together, I always find myself pondering that idea, as mother spoke to me... As i remember her words... I left my wings in some cloud, i can't remember why…

Back then, i was searching for an escape from our legacy, that… I will gladly say from time to time, my blood, was my bid... sorry, i will write this now, they took you for me, a bound with only a handful of memories, that's all, i carry this blame, there is more than enough… when you arrived, i was on the run, i was so sure i was there, about to escape from everything, running through a thousand and a half of places, i still can't tell you, what i was looking for. 

Sorry i didn't take you along, i left you in the shore, the shallow water soon became an ocean for you, o know, and of uncharted waters i already make some maps of my own, i will keep them for you. 

If you come late, show me your proudest self, i was rooting for you since i meet you. 

If you come late, tell me how good of a sailor you are, as you sailed your seas. 

If it's too late, in anger i will wait for your trust, don't you know i drowned alone and came back, and what a fool i was, if it was a choice, i will always be here, the only one you needed back then. 

I'm sure now i chose this place alone, i don't want to go back anymore, i was aloof, now i don't have words anymore. 

I'm sure i will come late too, with no shame, without a will or claim, an uncanny inception, but how late it will be?