Squish the feeling, then release

I wasn't afraid, i wasn't angry, i wasn't happy, it didn't needed to be that way nor any other way, i wasn't waiting, just, seeing the stream of water calmy flow through everything i know and didn't know yet, whatever happens, happens. The end is tasteless, the past is the penultimate secret ingredient, i'm cooking feelings today. I embrace the sorrow, the loneliness, the countless lifes made of paths i didn't check, i mix the glory and the fall, the pot is full now, what was empty reborns again, a dish of unearthed calm, soon to be burned away.